Turning shitty movies into masterworks, it's magic. :P

NO Kotty I need people to

A.) stop derepping it's VERY annoying (just don't read my posts if you don't like them THAT is what I do!)

B.) stop saying I make shit up because you all are not me, You all have not been through it.

C.) realize I have TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY from being first dropped off a multi-storey building then again when I had my SKULL FRACTURED with 5% physical brain damage the nurse told me that at the hospital when they managed to resuscitate me, Also realize my Asperger's is REAL not the fake internet asperger's I was DIAGNOSED by professor ken nunn when I WAS A LITTLE KID before the internet was a THING! they denied me services because they said I was too damn intelligent not that it matters now!

Of course that was years ago, when I was in my drunk prime. Back then I could chug ever-clear.

Now a days it would take me an hour to drink one beer. :P

My body is badly damaged
it burns and stings
I can only eat 1 meal a day
I shit blood it happens more times then I'd like
You want pictures showing you the blood so you lot will then believe me Hmm..!

I also have fucking Asperger's Syndrome and I wish I didn't so I could get it through to you people just to EASE OFF FFS!

Ok.

Are you sure?

NO NO NO NO NO!

YOLO.

Drinking creates a reliance in your head that gets worse and stronger for a while and peaks at 6 months of sobriety. So I'm told by a closer friend who is also trying to get sober.

This creates a difficult time to get sober.

For some issues like this, I'm a big fan of scheduling your sin. Talk to you psych about it too see if it might help you.

If you drink every day, then schedule 6 dates a week to drink, but Wednesdays, you don't. If you want a drink, just remember that tomorrow you'll get one.

And when you're scheduled, allow yourself to do it.

And when Wednesday is legitimately easy to get through, add Sunday. And when that's easy, add Friday. And in doing so, you'll eventually be down to once a week.

And then maybe try ones every other week.

At some point, if you go see enough, the edge of quitting will be gentler. And you might be able to see yourself go free.

But if two a week is too hard, you can go back to three and hang out there a while.

That's the process, but definitely check it out with your psych. It might not work with alcohol specifically.

For my buddy, he was told the same. There is no easier way than to quit. But I'm not confident it's the only way.

Just print and follow this simple guide to keep people off your ass:

Only post a message that is:
All 3:
Necessary
True
Kind

And one of these 3:
Informative
Funny
Helpful

Follow those rules and your interpersonal skills will be super-high.

what's the matter TinyE afraid what I've said is true!

I don't know if this is part of some larger bout of drama that I am unaware of and want absolutely nothing to do with, but I can't help but think that if didn't show up and start yelling about how other people's problems don't matter because yours are oh so much worse, especially when no one even asked in the first place, folks would probably take a little more kindly to you. Not to mention, you kind of undermine your entire previous point when you completely dismiss someone else's struggles with alcoholism but then cry persecution and woe is me because you lost a point of rep.

That's just my opinion, though.

So, alcohol, on hell of a drug, huh? People say alcohol and drugs even though just drugs would have it covered.

Phone doesn't want to work ATM it's pissing me off won't show the shared storage thing just keeps on showing up that the device is empty even though it isn't.

No-one put a gun to his head and make him drink alcohol and you are missing the point he did this to himself the shit I had done to me was INFLICTED BY OTHERS!

Okay gog No more money from me are you lot "happy" now?

Last game I buy here will be cyberpunk 2077 then Nothing more.

As I said, not relevant. "Your problems don't matter because mine are worse" is a bullshit argument, and I'm sure pretty much everyone except you is well aware of this. In fact, if you had the slightest bit of self-awareness, you would realise this when you got triggered over something as completely and utterly trivial as losing a point of rep.

I have PTSD, So yeah I get triggered (TRULY TRIGGERED not fake twiggered) over losing stuff because everyone has ALWAYS, ALWAYS taken stuff off me ALWAYS!

when I was a kid my so called "friends" would either steal or break my stuff always MY STUFF ALWAYS not anyone elses
Or someone would deny me stuff that I SHOULD have had, or call me names, or TEAR ME TO PEICES physically.

See no-one has shown me an ounce of fairness in this world so I have to Run, Gun and burn and I'm never fast enough

I'm just NOT FAST ENOUGH, faster is always better.

with a brain overclocked to 8 instead of what it should be normally things happen I feel pretty savage with the whole world, People are savage towards me, So to help them I need to be savage towards them.

He should NOT have touched alcohol I don't drink the shit and I don't smoke anything either

I can never just chill I have to constantly Keep my guard up!

I chill and everything goes to shit!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91EYKfEC74I <----watch this if you don't believe me. This shows you what I'm trying to help with ATM this is JonExArmy he knows I know everyone ELSE should know!

If an EMP hits it won't just hurt America it will screw the entire world.