GammaEmerald: Do you guys do reads lists often? Might as well.
Town
Hunter
adalia
trent
gogtrial
lift
HSL
drealmerz
RWarehall
Scum
HSL still feels a little scummy but my main issue was address with the timing of his post being counter to my original thoughts, so he's higher than drealmerz. Lift is my "straight null" line. Adalia does not really seem to be trying to deceive, so I feel he is town. A lot of the things people seem to be pinged by for adalia don't really ring scummy to me.
Could you give your reasons for the rest of the players?
Hunter65536: [...] HSL going after drealmer and misquoted part by drealmer about adalia. None of these seem scummy to me as well. [...]
GammaEmerald clarified in the meantime, but I'm not sure I follow you. Are you saying that GammaEmerald take these things as scum-points against me? If so, why did he place me closer to the neutral line than drealmer7? If not, what do these have to do with GammaEmerald's argument, and the clarification trentonlf asked for?
adaliabooks: [...] There are other things that concern me about Hyper, but as of now I don't think they are worth pursuing.
Do share, please. What are those other things that concern you?
drealmer7: I think it is possible that it starts to sound like I make it personal when I feel like I'm being misrepresented or misunderstood. I have trouble parsing the argument that is being given from how I perceive it is being given.
With HSL, in regards to me and to others, I regularly feel like he exaggerates, twists, and dramatizes even at times, the points he is bringing up about others. Like a yellowjournalist looking to spread propaganda rather than make sure they have an exact grasp of the facts (the facts in mafia being the actual positions people hold) - like his goal is to not understand what was said, but to take what was said and try to make it understood by others as suspect as possible while making it look like he's doing "solid journalism." and I just go "omg that's not solid journalism that's misrepped propaganda!!"
There are quite a few things in your post #116 I could address, even in your post #101, but after this post of yours, I'm not sure there's a point to it.
Just look at what you wrote.
You basically admit to coming into the game with a preconceived view of me, and reading and interpreting everything I post to fit that view.
Don't you find it troublesome that while you're accusing me of misunderstanding/misrepresenting you, of not trying to make sure I have an exact grasp of the facts, of not trying to understand what was said, of taking what people say and make it look as suspect as possible, you're doing exactly all this when it comes to me?
drealmer7: it's a matter of what I have energy and focus for, that is what is dictating my mafia play these days, it's nothing personal at all, I WISH I had the ability to be caught up and present rather than play catch-up- I hate playing catchup (scum or town)
I get anxious really really easily and haven't been sleeping a lot and have been generally stressed and mafia can increase my anxiety and it is not good to play that way at all (for my health first of all) because I will be more apt to lash out rather than make good posts and contribute to the game optimally whereas if I come at the game in a good headstate it is much better
that is what I am doing and why I am behind
As Lifthrasil said, this all sounds like reason enough to step away from forum mafia for a while. It's not mandatory to partake in every game hosted here, and doing so when playing adds to your stress and anxiety doesn't sound like the wise choice.
Hope you find that balance you're looking for sooner than later.
Lifthrasil: [...] You know, I noticed a pattern over the last few games. While it is true that you always appear scummy, there is one significant difference. Which was noticeable in our last game, for example. When you were scum (in the game before that) you lashed out at anyone suspecting you, handing out scum-points to everyone questioning you. In the last game, where you were town, while you still were tunneling hard, this lashing out was not so strong. Almost as if you accepted, that some players might see you as scummy and still be town. It should have told me something in that game. Unfortunately you got yourself modkilled before I could go over all of your posts again.
But in this game you alternate between professing your disinterest in the game and lashing out. To me this feels more like scum-drealmer and not like town-drealmer. Not that the difference between these two is big, but it is there.[...]
Interesting, must say that I had not noticed this. Could you link to the specific games you're talking about?
Lifthrasil: [...]
Hyper - going back, I have to agree with drealmer on one point: HSL is basically at drealmer's throat from the very start. Initially posts many short questions without revealing much himself. But then makes a useful matrix of all the excluded pairs. Seems invested in the game - but also seems quite focused on drealmer (and a bit on Gamma). Keeps pushing drealmer - but without voting! It always pings me when someone makes a strong case against someone without putting their vote where their words are. So, HSL is slightly leaning scum for. Would be more if I wouldn't agree with most of what he wrote about drealmer. But if drealmer turns out to be town, HSL jumps to the top position for how early he started to throw suspicions at the easiest target. Or in other words: I am quite sure that one of drealmer and HSL is scum. The question is only: which one. Participation: 15 posts. [...]
You seem to mistake my addressing all his "HSL scummy this, HSL scummy that, HSL scummy everything" for casting suspicion on and making a strong case against him. I may be quite focused on him, but what do you want me to do? Let his unfounded allegations/accusations go unaddressed? Or anyone else's? Would you do it?
There is the distinct possibility that this may well be the game where the "drealmer7's drealmerring, as usual" may finally pay off for scum-him, but, at this point, I'm still not confident enough that he's actually scum.
And while I can understand your view on votes, I will remind you that I'm not The Reluctant Voter for nothing; yogsloth has torn out quite some of his hair over this.